Aaaaaand here’s my attempt at an actual TT.
I need to cut my hair, but I’m worried if I cut it super short like usual I’ll look even more ill! Opinions?
I’m in need of a haircut. People suggested to try growing it out but it’s just annoying me. I can’t grow a fringe at all thanks to my ridiculous balding hairline & that pisses me off :(
Now as you probably know I usually have my hair buzzed right down, sometimes shaved if I feel like it…but is that a good idea, with the way I look right now? Would a skinhead just make me look even more ill than I already do?
Just want some thoughts & opinions. Much appreciated :)
Hi all. This is my face. Freshly shaven, as is my head.
I learnt never to shave both at the same time again. It took FOREVER & my hands ended up like prunes. Also I’ve discovered this webcam elongates my head a little bit O__o
For someone who wanted to see a picture of me, considering I haven’t posted one in ages.
Here’s a fave.
My wonderful mum is being incredibly strong considering what could happen tomorrow. Something personal that I don’t wish to discuss online, but I’ve been upset for a while, as have my whole family I think. I don’t tend to show it though. Doesn’t seem anything phases me really. I’ll admit I’m a brilliant actor in front of everyone.
I just wish this whole situation had a happy ending but it really doesn’t look possible at all. Want to crawl in a hole & get away from it all. Life…
Don’t mind me though, I’m not gonna go all emo. Happy thoughts! Here, have a funny dog:
Cute? Ridiculous? xD
My face for the day. HI!
Feeling good today. Just thought I’d say hi Tumblr :)
(BTW my laptop webcam is rubbish, the collar’s actually purple, but this makes it look red, just a little annoying thing………..do carry on.)
High Forehead is judging you.
OK I’m off to bed (even if I do look a bit like Steve Jobs here), off to one of mum’s friends’ birthday party tomorrow, should be interesting/boring. Night all!
Right, off to this birthday shindig thing for my mum’s friend. Now you all behave while I’m gone! :p
With my date on the horizon, I was finally gearing up to come out to my family as bi. But something quite upsetting happened yesterday. In the car with my grandad (who I’m very close to but also most worried about telling) we somehow got onto the topic that he thinks there’s ‘more gays nowadays than ever’, & my argument was that people just hid it more in his day, due to it being taboo & illegal. He had none of it however of course. Then because there was a gay guy in the paper (think it was John Barrowman) grandad said he should be ‘put to sleep…having said that they all should’. Shocked I ask: “So my friend Sean who you called a polite grand lad should be put to sleep just because he’s gay?” His reply: “Well……..yeah. I don’t agree with it. It’s a faulty gene that needs to be changed. There’s something wrong with them, its not natural.”
I didn’t know what to say, so I just bit my lip, hiding my building tears. How on earth do I tell him I’m bi now?? And before you suggest, no I can’t keep it all a secret, we’ve had enough secrets in the family to last a lifetime.
I think my mum will be fine with it, not sure about grandma, & now certain grandad will react badly. Fantastic. What the fuck do I do now?
Fuck sake… Sometimes I just wish I was straight & nothing was complicated (no offence to fellow bis & gays). Oh, & here I go, got myself crying now. Will watch Match of the Day to take my mind off it.